dreams

As you close your eyes in the late hour, you dream. All of your thoughts and actions in one mind let go. You drift and drift until you get to that place you love. Where nothing goes wrong. When you feel no pain and can escape to something better, more beautiful.

As the gentle waves of sleep overcome you, you are engulfed with the lulls of colors, shapes, movements. Some abstract, and some so beautiful, you cant look away. A place you never want to leave. For anything.

Your breathing, so even and normal, is as rythmic as a drum. You are in your own personal heaven. Serenity, like a blanket, covers you and wraps its warm corners around your body. Comforting you and making you fall even deeper into the illusion.

The rise and fall of your chest gently brings you over an ocean, flying. The wind whips through your hair. Your eyes close in ecstacy and you just feel. Feel every worry, every kind of pain roll over you like an ocean tide. It is replaced by an easy sort of happiness that you will never trade for a single word. It is silent, yet you hear everything. You hear the sounds of magic being used all over the world. You see the magic. It is a beautiful feeling. Nothing can compare.

The wind blows you over the plains, deserts, oceans, and forests of the planet. You are everywhere, watching everything. You are a part of everything. As if you were an element yourself. A blade of grass, a leaf, a rock. You feel and experience everything you could imagine. The silent whisper of a gust of wind, the sound of birds singing in the trees. As you fly back to earth, and the reality of it all, you cannot wait for tomorrow.

You wake up to darkness.

Kelly vs Noah

Noah, a nincompoop full of vast useless knowledge is sitting at my side. He cant seem to get past the 128,000 dollar question on the game casi se muere. Well thats too bad for poor baby Noah because I AM. whooooopsss just kidding he just passed it..DANGIT. Well...you know there are more important things in life than winning a fake game. Like getting a good grade in that class :) Like I, Kelly Nicole Nelson have! So its the world against Noah, unfortunately. Adios muchachos!

Keller

Lost

Those smooth words that glide over me like silk over skin lulls my soul into perpetual heaven. Fills my heart and makes it as big as the moon, being a guiding light, a beacon to those who are lost. It pulls at the corners of my eyes making them swell with big fat drops of water, quenching everyone's thirst, hunger and heartache. Giving people inspiration when they can't think of a single word to write or a single emotion to feel. Lifting the burdening cross off of your back from a day of trials and tribulations. Making your body float in ecstacy and marvelling at the beauty and texture of this beautiful script. Let this be a guide to your life. Sewing the fringes of your soul back together with love and lyrics. Saving you from yourself and the harms of others. Just let me guide through your hard times. I will let you lean on my, cry on my shoulder at any sign of weakness. I will make you strong again. I will help you conquer your demons. Anytime, anywhere.

"You are not alone, I am there with you. And we'll get lost together, 'til the light comes pouring through. Cause when you feel like your done, and the darkness has won, Babe your not lost."
-Michael Buble

Someone

I am tired of trying to be someone I'm not. I am so sick of pretending to be this person that I really hate. I cant put the blame on anyone or anything. Just myself. I'm so sick of holding myself back as a safer route. I am tired of not voicing my opinion and just hiding in my shell of a life. That is not what life is supposed to be. I need to apply myself to the well known term of "living my life to the fullest". But really? What is holding me back? Oh, thats easy. FEAR.

Fear of what people will think of my true self. Well if the people who are my friends now are really friends with the person I pretend to be..are they really my friends? So many questions that get me nowhere. If I keep holding myself back like this I will get to a place that is fake. Something that I will hate. The problem is to not be scared. Of what people think of my true, loud, deep, passionate, caring being. I think about so many things that never get voiced. Well maybe to my mirror and the silence of my room. So I am just going to tell you 10 facts about me that you may not know.

1) I wish Mr. Darcy was real so I could marry him.

2) I cry everytime I see Mufasa fall into the stampede of animals in the Lion King.

3) Michael Buble is the greatest singer in history. Period.

4) I listen to all of my mom's music and love it. Like John Denver and Bryan Adams.

5) If reading books was a job, it would be mine with the snap of a finger.

6) I love writing.

7) After watching the Grudge, I slept with my lights on for a week.

8) I am more insecure than I let on.

9) I love Jesus. With all of my heart. Yeah.

10) I am a history junkie.

Yep. Thats it. Well thats part of my life that not many people know about.

Kudos,

Keller...