Someone

I am tired of trying to be someone I'm not. I am so sick of pretending to be this person that I really hate. I cant put the blame on anyone or anything. Just myself. I'm so sick of holding myself back as a safer route. I am tired of not voicing my opinion and just hiding in my shell of a life. That is not what life is supposed to be. I need to apply myself to the well known term of "living my life to the fullest". But really? What is holding me back? Oh, thats easy. FEAR.

Fear of what people will think of my true self. Well if the people who are my friends now are really friends with the person I pretend to be..are they really my friends? So many questions that get me nowhere. If I keep holding myself back like this I will get to a place that is fake. Something that I will hate. The problem is to not be scared. Of what people think of my true, loud, deep, passionate, caring being. I think about so many things that never get voiced. Well maybe to my mirror and the silence of my room. So I am just going to tell you 10 facts about me that you may not know.

1) I wish Mr. Darcy was real so I could marry him.

2) I cry everytime I see Mufasa fall into the stampede of animals in the Lion King.

3) Michael Buble is the greatest singer in history. Period.

4) I listen to all of my mom's music and love it. Like John Denver and Bryan Adams.

5) If reading books was a job, it would be mine with the snap of a finger.

6) I love writing.

7) After watching the Grudge, I slept with my lights on for a week.

8) I am more insecure than I let on.

9) I love Jesus. With all of my heart. Yeah.

10) I am a history junkie.

Yep. Thats it. Well thats part of my life that not many people know about.

Kudos,

Keller...