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My heart squeezes with the intensity of my feelings. With my eyes shut, no images will break the barriers of my mind and enter the realm of my thoughts. I crave to open my eyes to the world, to experience every new idea, and maybe even create some. But my commanding mind will not take it. It demands to keep with tradition, stay with the norm. I long to see the world, to warm it with my passion, to feed it with my soul. What can be out there thats so tragic? I am held back, restrained by a cage I built for myself. Thats exactly why it was built in the first place. To keep me there and to stop me if I feel like doing anthing foolish and regrettable. my fists clench and my chest aches. A scream builds in my chest, but is quickly tamed. Just give up. It will never happen. No one will ever listen to you, hear your ideas. Stay the same as you are. Hide in your little four corner lifestyle. Dont go out there and leave what's safe behind. It wont do you any good.