sunlight

As I begin to let go, the folds of my heart open, revealing the spacious, fragile depths that have gotten me into a lot of trouble. Feelings and emotions pour out of them like an ocean. Never ending, they grab a hold of me and I feel as if I could never stop it from gushing out. It keeps coming but never ends. It feels so good to let go of the past and all of the chains it held me in. I am finally free and doing well without that blockage in my heart as I release more ocean. It starts mending slowly, the scars fading with time. It pumps as it never has before, with a new, mighty beating, spreading blood throughout my veins. I feel a new age coming with the rising dawn, and I marvel at it. Tracing that image into my mind so it will never go away. Not even with time. With each ray of sun beaming onto my face, warming it, I feel as if I could never get to a better place. It fills my heart, making it bigger and bigger until it finally explodes all over the world, warming it too. Giving it light in the darkest of nights. My sun is their sun. Those brilliant rays of sunlight beaming over them with a happy, tangible air. When I feel like my heart can give no more, I save the rest for me.